My other soccer coach as I got older would tell me that if
you lost a single soccer game that we were going to be failures the rest of our
lives. He had coached my soccer team when I was 13 years old. He would scream
to us that if we cant win a single soccer game that we would fail in anything
we do. If we messed up anything he would scream at us and make us run laps for
even just the simplest mistake. He believed in perfection and would not settle
for anything less. He would make us run until we threw up and if we threw up or
got hurt he would say that we failed. He would call a couple girls on our team
fat and say that their parents were failures for allowing them to get like
that. He would make girls cry every day and I would come home and pull clumps
of hair out of my hair in result to the stress that he would cause me. At age
13 I was lucky enough to have parents that would sit me down comfort me and
explain to me that failure is ok and happens to everyone.
I am now a very competitive person
and I do not enjoy failing but, I do believe that failure is what makes
everyone better. You learn from your mistakes and how can you learn anything if
you are always perfect? Whenever I mess up something in softball practice I
know that that is what I will need to practice more then the things that I
succeed in. Since I am a competitive person when I do fail it motivates me to
go work harder so that I don’t fail at the same thing again.
I think from having many different
perspectives of failure from multiple coaches and both my brother and my
parents I have a good balance between accepting and not accepting failure. For
example if I fail a test or a game I need to go study and work a little bit
harder that week but, if I mess up on drill in a sport or get a question wrong
on my homework it is not the end of the world and I shouldn’t get to upset
about it unlike what my soccer coach has told me. If it wasn't for these people I wouldn't be the successful person that I am now.
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